Kabut

Pencemaran bunyi dalam kepala hotak. Lalu lintas tak terkawal. Kemalangan ngeri sekelip mata. Pergaduhan jantina. Diskriminasi manusia. Api tak bertemu air. Hujan tak ke tanah.

Tinggal Nota Sebelum Terjun

Gara-gara teserempak dengan teman lelaki yang keluar erat bersama wanita lain, seorang gadis nekad terjun dari tingkat 11 pangsapuri yang didiaminya. Sebelum terjun, gadis itu sempat menulis nota meluahkan perasaan kecewanya.

Selamat tinggal hubby, sayang sakit.

Planking

Planking is trend!/planking is suck!/planking ni buang masa ja!/planking nak cari femes/planking pejadahnya!/planking is loser activity!/planking blablabla..




Apa jadah planking ni?plan(merancang)/king(raja)?merancang raja ka?pelik aih bunyi.





Kalau ikot pahaman aku planking ni salah satu aktiviti atau senaman dimana tubuh perlu meniarap/kepala ke bawah/tangan disisi/kaki lurus.Memang simple tapi benda ni bukan dibuat kat atas katil atau kat atas sofa atau kat atas lantai umah makcik hangpa.Sekarang ni benda camni dah merebak merata tempat dah kat Malaysia.Dulu benda ni top kat Australia/Eropah dan Amerika.Benda ni dah jadi outdoor aktiviti dah.Kalau ikot fahaman wikipedia, hangpa baca ar sendiri:


"Planking or the lying down game is an activity consisting of lying face down in an unusual or incongruous location. The hands must touch the sides of the body and having a photograph of the participant taken and posted on the internet is an integral part of the game.Players compete to find the most unusual and original location in which to play.The term planking refers to mimicking a wooden plank.
Many participants of planking since 2011 have photographed the activity on unusual locations such as atop poles, roofs and vehicles, while some "plankers" engage in the activity by planking only their upper body and feet while leaving the back suspended.



Planking is claimed to have been invented by Gary Clarkson and Christian Langdon in 2000,first becoming popular in North East England, However, comedian Tom Green claims to have invented "planking" as early as 1994.
The lying down game spread to the rest of the world, where it has also been known as "시체놀이" ("playing dead") (2003, South Korea),"à plat ventre" ("On one’s belly", France 2004),"extreme lying down" (2008, Australasia), "facedowns" (2010, USA and Ireland),and "planking" (2011, Australia & New Zealand and worldwide).
Critics of the lying down game compare the game with the slave trade-era practice and manner of stowing African slaves upon the planks of a slave ship's lower hold, as illustrated in the Brookes abolitionist poster imagery."





Nehh, dia punya explain panjang berjela.Tu semua nak bagi orang paham ja apa benda planking plankong ni.Kami tak pernah bangga pun dengan apa yang kami buat tapi kami rasa ini adalah sekadar aktiviti bukan trend atau nak cari femes.Last words aku, janganlah judge sesuka hati apa yang orang buat, tanya dulu baru tau.




Gambaq bawah ni semua koleksi planking yang pernah aku dan kawan-kawan buat.

VOIR Galllery Malacca

Weld Quay Road Penang

Dataran Pahlawan Megamall Malacca

Tasik Darulaman Jitra

Soundmaker Studio Penang

KEEP ON PLANKIN' !

Teater Monolog 'Impian Pengemis'

Sinopsis:

Ahmad Safuan miskin. Akibat kemiskinannya maka beliau menggelarkan dirinya sendiri pengemis. Dalam pada itu, Ahmad berusaha keras untuk menyembuhkan emaknya yang diserang penyakit Alzeihmer. Penyakit orang tua. Usaha keras ini dilakukan dalam empat terusan. Empat terusan ini digelar Ahmad sebagai: Aku ada empat kehidupan; dan, campur satu ─ mati. Apa macam? Setuju? Baik! Semuanya bermula kerana sebab terpaksa. Bukan kerana aku suka-suka nak jadi. Tetapi terpaksa. Terpaksa lalui semua keempat-empat kehidupan ini; dan, tetap campur satu sekali lagi ─ mati. Hidup aku selalu praktikal macam mesin, macam enjin remp-it. Dan, kesemuanya kerana nak mengubatkan penyakit mak aku. Berjayakah Ahmad menyelamatkan emaknya?

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Jutaan Terima Kasih juga saya ucapkan pada sekalian ahli produksi Aura Creative Production team yang telah bersama-sama berhempas pulas membantu untuk menjayakan teater 'Monolog Impian Pengemis'.

p/s 24 Jun 2011: Aura Creative Production akan bekerjasama dengan sebuah pertubuhan lain untuk menerbitkan sebuah pementasan Bangsawan Tun Fatimah. Nantikan kemunculan dan hebahan selanjutnya.

KORG Micro-X Synth

KORG MICRO-X SYNTHESIZER

Sudah bertahun-tahun aku mengidam nak beli alat muzik ni dan akhirnya pada tanggal 6 Mac 2011 aku dapat juga dengan keadaan yang kurang lengkap. Banyak lagi setting dan options alat muzik ni yang aku kurang faham tapi ada masa untuk aku belajar semua ni. Terima kasih kat family aku yang sponsor sedikit wang tambahan. Alhamdulillah, Terima kasih Tuhan.

The Messager

One night

I sleep tight

Angel come with light

With the almighty

God 's message

99 only about Life, Hope and Afterlife

Should be quiet and listen to me

Open eyes

This is the truth to see

Find a peace place in His creation

Far away from last nation

Under the mountain

Above the ocean

Pray, humble, cry

One day you will understand why

Save your soul

Saven't the fool

Later, next, soon

Maybe today

The world will end

Down your knee, up your hand

With fear and tears

Everytime His hears

Shadow

Finally I can hold the key

But the clock is still ticking, clock is still ticking

I can't see what does all this mean

When the lock is still missing, lock is still missing

And I do this only for you

For you only my heart hard to die

Sometimes the moon looks brighter than the sun

But you're the perfect shadow i've one

Oh no

This time gonna be sweet nightmare

We're near to end of the day

Burnt pictures and memories

Your heart's cold and grey

So keep on lying

Just keep on lying to me

Bring Me The Horizon tees

BRING ME THE HORIZON

WORLD WAR ZOMBIE

I got it now !

Unreal Me

[intro]

How can I know I'm real?

I just don't know how to feel

When everything around me is strange

I just want to change

But nobody know, nobody know

[scream]

Back to when I felt normal

When the world wasn't full

Of things that don't look real

What is the deal?

[verse 1]

Why is everything suddenly unfamiliar

I don't know where I am

Or what anything is anymore

I want to feel like I did before

Before I felt I was losing my mind

Why can't I find

Something to make this feeling go away

Just to feel normal every day

I'm sitting in the middle, waiting

[verse 2]

Butterflies in my stomach

Sweat on my palms

Tingling feelings all over

My heart beating fast

[chorus]

I feel like i could fly

Feeling so perfect its unreal

All because you're here with your arms around me

Kissing me with a passion i've only dreamt of

[scream]

I spread paint onto the canvas

Splashing color to capture your presence there

But no color, no paint no sketch

Does anything to help compare

The twisting feelings inside my heart

The pounding that's turning red inside my mind

There's nothing on this pallet here

That could ever turn to you in kind

Yellow, blue and so much red

Passion staining that pure white frame

There's not anything left inside myself

That can ever pretend to be the same

The brush flows across the space

Time freezing a moment of my breaking heart

But still it moves forward around me here

And pushes us more and more apart

That canvas is finished now in shadows

Colors bleeding out the pain I feel

A tired image of what I desire

And everything I know that no unreal

[chorus]

I feel like i could fly

Feeling so perfect its unreal

All because you're here with your arms around me

Kissing me with a passion i've only dreamt of

But its no unreal

Asking Alexandria Live In KL

ASKING ALEXANDRIA time nih aku cuti semester mmg kompom aku pegi duk tggu presale ja la ni yeahh ! kawan kawan jumpa kat sana HAHA

Your Kiss Kill Me

[intro]

You're such a sucker
For a sweet talker
Then strikes a pose but she dies inside
If bullets make you dance
I’ll shot straight to your heart


[chorus]

If I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And make me ill
That you will never kill
Coz your kiss might kill me
Coz your kiss might kill me


[verse 1]

You're such a sucker
For a sweet talker
Then strikes a pose but she dies inside
If bullets make you dance
I’ll shot straight to your heart


If I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
So give me
So give me all your poison
That you will never kill





lyrics: Didi A

You Maybe My Miss Murder, And I'm Your Mr Victim

[intro]

I didn't want to admit it

It was easier to lie

To hide the hurt and emptiness

To smile instead of cry

It's like taking me to the highest mountain

Showing me the world

And saying, "this is what you can't have"

[verse 1]

My eyes burn from this tears

You think you'd learn

Over this tears

Good things won't last forever

[chorus]

Death is God's gift to us

And love is his punishment

Swear is your word to us

And dying is his love

Sitting alone

On the steps to your house

I can't come in

And you won't come out

[verse 2]

Your smile is no longer magical

And you..I can live without

You are the reason

My world fell apart

(just letting you know)

You know you do

You kill me well

[bridge]

I don't know which

I would rather believe

That you never did care

Or that you eventually stopped

You are mine

My only perfect weakness

Yet my greatest sense of security

[chorus]

Death is God's gift to us,

And love is his punishment

Swear is your word to us

And dying is his love

Sitting alone

On the steps to your house

I can't come in

And you won't come out

Death is God's gift to us

(If you cant promise to us)

And love is his punishment

Swear is your word to us

(If you cant promise to us)

And dying is his love

Sitting alone

On the steps to your house

I can't come in

And you won't come out.

Lyrics: Didi A

Kuasa

Kuasa

Mahal kah ia?

Besar kah ia?

Hebat kah ia?

Kuasa

Manusia masa kini mengejarnya

Tak tercicir satu sedikit pun

Walau pantas seakan kuda berlari

Masih melekat di celahan jari

Kuasa

Manusia bermusuhan sesama sendiri

Tidak peduli apa yang terjadi

Kerna tamak kuasa menakluki hati

Sehingga mereka lupa diri

Kuasa

Jangan kau terpedaya dengannya

Kerna dunia ini bukan kau yang punya

Kerna kuasa itu kau kan teraniaya

Kerna ia bakal menyusur mu ke lembah hina

Kuasa

Jadikan dirimu seakan raksasa

Yang kecil menjadi mangsa

Yang kecil kau menyiksa

Jangan biarkan kelak dirimu kan binasa.

Kuasa

Mati kah kita jika tanpa kuasa?

Miskin kah kita jika tanpa kuasa?

Di hina kah kita jika tanpa kuasa?

Untuk apa ada kuasa?

Jangan kau biarkan kau hilang diri

Hanya kerana kuasa.

Penulis: Didi A

Drop D [new design]

Drop D: Gizzly

Drop D: Pixa






Thanks to my lovely project designer: Kakakoken

Malaysia Metalcore Fest 2010

I miss this moments. I'm the eyes of this magical scene. I'm a nice poseur.

This Is My Revenge

This is my last song for you

When everytime I close my eyes

I don't even care to someone you've new

I don't even care cause I got my

This is not you first time kill

I'll be a dying hero when you will

By now you should know everything you say

Can and will be used against you some day

You should remember that

I'm not someone like a good boy

Will take you to my revenge

Coz I'm just like a hell boy

Now that you can see

I'm not so different than before

Yeah, I'm not so different than before

Not so different than your *ss

Will I hate you forever

If my revenge take me whenever

I dont hate you forever

But my revenge is forever.

Jika Aku Seekor Anjing

Jika aku seekor anjing

Takkan ada kucing berani dekati aku

Jika aku seekor anjing

Takkan ada pencuri berani pecah rumah

Jika aku seekor anjing

Tubuhku disentuh mesra halusnya jari

Terasa geli diriku di pangkuan mesra

Jika aku seekor anjing

Perutku kenyang tak ku fikir lagi

Ke mana akan ku rebahkan tubuh ini

Jika aku seekor anjing

Aku bergerak bebas bersama manusia

Ke kota-kota dan pekan-pekan kecil

Yang tak berubah seperti aku dulu

Jika aku seekor anjing

Bau busuk terdesak di hidung manusia

Hanya tikus dan lipas sangat mesra

Di terowong angin mati bersama

Jika aku seekor anjing

Kini lapar dan dahaga ku kembali

Perut dan alat fikir mula tak terdaya

Jika aku seekor anjing

Aku selalu berfikir-fikir

Jika aku menjadi seekor anjing

Harus hidupku tak sebangsat ini?

Jika aku seekor anjing

Akulah anjing yang bernama anjing.

Drugs Generation

You want nightmares on your sleep

Like no feel so good

You want a diamonds on the floor

Stay alone and lock the door

Ohh..Drugs are good

Good to make you die

Ohh..Drugs are good

Good to kill your life

Self stand up

Breathing through this song

Self get down

Wrong way come move along

Drugs so good !

Drugs feel good !

Drugs no good !

Drugs fell good !

Drugs revolution change

You say its too cool

You dunno what should do

What you think is..

Hey! lets quit the school !

Lyrics: Didi A

The story of House of Vampires

Cerita ini mengisahkan tentang Iver Rixx yang dilahirkan di Sun Island pada 19 September 1909. Beliau merupakan pemuzik dan penulis lagu. Beliau juga merupakan kembar kepada Iker Rixx dan Matt Rixx. Beliau lebih dikenali sebagai penyanyi dalam kumpulan muzik yang dibentuk bersama kembarnya yang lain iaitu House of Vampires (HOV). Karier mereka sebagai pemuzik bermula semasa ketiga-tiga mereka belajar dia di Elizabeth II College dan bergerak secara lebih serius apabila mereka berhijrah ke England. Pada awal kemunculan mereka, House of Vampires menjadi salah satu kumpulan metal yang paling berjaya.

Semasa usia remaja, Iver sangat mengemari sukan besball dan mempunyai pasukan sendiri yang diberi nama ‘Black Cat No White’ merujuk pada dirinya yang membela banyak kucing yang berwarna hitam. Beliau sering menjelajah bersama pasukannya ke serata bandar-bandar kecil untuk mengadakan perlawanan persahabatan. Beliau juga pernah menyuruh bapanya, Jamie Rixx untuk membuka sebuah kedai peralatan besball tetapi tidak diendahkan.

Pada 1934, Iver telah berkahwin dengan bintang rock Portugal, Nunu Alexandria. Sepanjang tempoh mereka bersama, mereka tidak mempunyai anak dan disebabkan tekanan dari komitmen masing-masing, mereka disahkan bercerai pada 1936 dan sekitar tahun 1938, Iver bertemu jodohnya dengan Anna Charles, mereka dikurniakan dua anak, Kyle Rixx dan Minn Rixx.

Iver Rixx mempunyai peranan yang agak besar dalam House of Vampires. Beliau berperanan sebagai penyanyi, gitaris, pemain keyboard, penulis lagu dan komposer. Selepas 11 tahun kemunculan mereka, House of Vampires telah menampilkan album pertama mereka berjudul ‘The Ocean Pyramid’ yang mengandungi beberapa track lagu yang popular seperti ‘Nothing Human’, ‘Ready To Riot’, ‘Buy Money To Buy’, ‘Outside Galaxy’ dan lain-lain lagi. Semasa persembahan, Iver selalu menyanyi dan bermain gitar dan dibantu bersama Iker Rixx di posisi gitar bass dan Matt Rixx di posisi drum. Pada masa itu Iker kurang terpengaruh dengan muzik electronik sehingga pada 1950, beliau sendiri mencuba untuk menambah unsur electro dalam House of Vampires dengan bermain instrumen keyboard.

Diluar House of Vampires, Iver juga bergerak secara solo dan pernah mengeluarkan album sendiri berjudul ‘Revolution’. Lagu-lagu didalam album tersebut ditulis oleh penulis lagu seperti Oliver Six, Mark Phils, Frank Viinne dan dirinya sendiri. Kemunculan album solo Iver Rixx kurang mendapat sambutan dari peminat kerana kebanyakkan peminat Iver Rixx lebih gemar beliau bersama House of Vampires dari bergerak secara solo.

Iver Rixx meninggal dunia di Howard Albert Hospital pada 22 Disember 1961 akibat sesak nafas yang melampau semasa beliau menyanyikan lagu ‘Forget Me Forever’ bersama House of Vampires pada persembahan secara langsung di Luke Jexl Concert, Amsterdam. Berikutan itu, saudaranya Iker Rixx dan Matt Rixx terpaksa bersara untuk sementara waktu bagi memberi penghormatan pada mendiang Iver.

Walaubagaimanapun, House of Vampires masih lagi bergerak secara tidak langsung jika ada penyanyi lain mahu mengambil alih posisi mendiang Iver.

Terkini, nama House of Vampires diketahui telah diguna pakai kembali oleh sebuah kumpulan muzik dari North Mexico dengan mengubahnya dan muncul sebagai House of Vampires II.

Penulis: Didi A

Dancing queens, moshing kings

Once time again

Somebody poisoned this scene

When a young life bore away

Nobody care about this

No darkness are closing in

Just a night coming

This room are closing now

Is just a beginning

Lets start this party !!!

You're trapped in a reality

You're trapped again !

Breakdown on the dancefloor

With your dancing queens

And moshing kings

Can you feel this ?

Can you feel this ?

As your blood hits the floor

(Can you feel this)

How magical you are ?

Blood Conspiracy

Fire and blood

Forever in red

Water and sea

Forever in blue

*

Left and right

Low and high

Up and down

Never give up, never give up !

[repeat 2x]

Without drugs and exctasy

Alchohol and Hennesy

With law and policy

In blood conspiracy.

I Stand Here As Nothing To You

Evening raining falling

Listening, chatting, boring

Dont know what to do..

Ohhh..ohhh..

Sleeping darling

Dreaming all about you..uuu

c/o

So, please tell to me

How deep your love to me..

I know i'm lacking in your heart

And i just wanna fill and feel this

I just want you to be...

Oh i, oh i

I love love love you..

Oh why, oh why

I hate hate hate you..

[#]

You dont know

How stupid i became

When i'm with you..

I'm crazy, i'm crazy

Coz i love

And hate you so..

Cry Of My Soul

Dengar..

Oh! jeritan batinku

Memekik-mekik

Memanggil-manggil

Namamu selalu

[reff]

Listen..

Oh! Cry of my soul

Shouting out

Calling-calling

Always your name

One day i feel like a month

My heart is not retained

I see left

I see right

You're not be there

*c/o

Worried..

My soul cries worry

When more you away

My heart more and more agitated

Why we be separated

Could not resist romance

Oh! please listen

Cry of my soul

Whoaaa..hoooo..

Risau..

Batinku menangis risau

Makin kau jauh

Makin hatiku bertambah kacau

Mengapa kita berpisah

Tak sanggup menahan asmara

Oh! dengarlah

Jeritan batinku

Lyrics: Didi A

Where Can I Find Another

I want to cry

But i have no tears

Ohh...ohhh..

Where can i find another

Same as you

I can't bear this parting

And heartbreaking

Living in agony

My heart aches so much

Since you've been gone

Leaving me all alone

With no one

All alone

*c/o

The bright world becomes dark

The beautiful light is useless

The weeping of my heart

Adds to my sorrow

But you still

Never appear

Where can i find another

Maybe in heaven

To grief with me

To cry with me

Forever and ever

Aaaa..aaaa..wooo

[reff]

Dunia terang menjadi gelita

Cahaya indah tiada bergema

Keluhan hatiku membawa derita

Kini kau jua tak kunjung jelma

Di mana kan ku cari ganti

Mungkinkah di syurga

Untuk kawan berduka

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